Yes! I am still alive... or so I think so...
I know I have not been around in a long time, ancient history more or less basically in a nutshell...
But my life isn't as it used to be and going into details with new people around who don't know me is far more way to personal and you will have to escuse the cryptic messages here that may lead to whatever ideas...
Sadly... Shadow's writing hat is no longer a cap that once sat on my lovely purple hair... >.>
Most of you who know me have probably already gathered that but I never really did say so fully like I am now. I want to write again but until I have my life back the way it once was, it won't be happening any time soon. I hardly have time for myself nowadays and when I do, I don't feel like writing sweet nothings or unfolding my dreams into words and draggin' a friend along for the pleasurable bumpy ride. More in the mood for killin' shit and being done with my frustrations and I want immidiate gratification. Not something my writing gives me any more or did on those certain levels.
However...
I do miss you all terribily!! And if I could change things, I would! I love you guys very much! Always will, always do!
ShoutBox
